Nostalgia

There's that one day you feel like you're on top of the world then real life hits ya. You go to college, all your friends go to different colleges or on missions( perks of living in Utah). You're stuck. You feel like you could die and nobody but your family would notice because you went from feeling unstoppable to like "hey wait who are you exactly??" Like it's sad but it's true. You feel like nobody cares anymore and hey that might not be true but you can't help but get that feeling sometimes. Could be a little dramatic depends on who you are. Some people don't show as much emotion as some others but everyone feels something along those lines. This kinda has happened to me. I had the most incredible senior year and all of a sudden that life of bliss disappeared. Whoah guys it goes by fast. Life is good don't get me wrong but sometimes you just wonder who's actually there for you? And you'll find out no doubt graduating will help you with that question. And for all you lds people including myself I know God is there I have no doubts about that. He is there when nobody else is it is just nice to know someone I can actually see can be there too. I don't like this real life thing it's scary. I've got a lot of big decisions to make here really soon. Now I don't really know what I'm actually upset about losing my old life or maybe that one needs to go and I need to make a new life for myself? Hmmm don't really know. For now I'll keep going through the motions of everyday life. Im gonna try my hardest to make the best of it. I'm gonna try new things and not let things upset me as easily. Life is rough but I'm not complaining I'm just simply stating what's on my mind yo.

-k swizz